May 6th, 2007


hello again, it's you and me, kinda always like it used to be

daily underneath
maple trees, snow flakes resting
on your shoulders,
nothing to it but to touch,
whats become of love?

panorama of this
city scape paints a
changing you and a different me,
phone rings over dinner
but ill make the time.

seperate memories make for
awkward smiles and
down the street, around
the bend, lets meet for coffee
we both agree.

breath on glass and youre not there,
looking in and breathing out,
a little later i get the call,
"i couldnt make it," "neither could i,"
"maybe some other time."

walking home in
winters past
the maples smiled as wed
pass before them,
oh, whats become of love?
  • Current Music
    Bon Jovi ~{Make A Memory}

To Stay But Not To Settle

restless sensation leads us here, and in the epitome of the night we give ourselves away, only to take back what we've given before the dawn; we're running from the daylight. lifes not an escapade away, but thats what this is. home is but a place to never return to, move and travel, up and out. ive given up holding on and now with sad eyes i look across long counters, growing distances, but the moment fades. nothing really suits me like today, or so i say, as the night goes up around me. and here is 'happy', and here is 'not'; and i dont think ill give up this chase just yet. a restless sensation, a despeate longing for the end, when i can be myself again. incongruent feelings, and heres whats best: what good is living if im not pleased along the way? you know i loved you, but isnt love a silly thing, holding me down?
  • Current Music
    The Sound Of Settling ~{Death Cab For Cutie}