What a fool.
Just be honest. If you cant ask the questions no one else will.
I was always ready for the answers.
I was never scared.
You were a sending flower fast and deep.
Your petals moors your ankles steep and i
I sailed away and i drowned in you. I went down to the root of the vine and i smothered in you.
You were the flaming jet of no regret. You were beautiful and bold and you were laid to rest. And i
I held on to you and i held on for you. I didnt flinch and you still stole my show.
You were december when i loved the snow. You were the way that beauty danced and they laid you low and i
I laid there with you in the cold. i loved every minute and the world was gold. And the things that tried to hurt you didnt matter there and all your crazy thoughts were ok and there was a space for you was a room for you and i made it real i took in everything about you and still let you feel and you
You didnt think to ask me if i could handle you. I was ready for so long but
And you left and you never came.
its the strength to be myself through all these years
that everybody didn’t notice
or everybody hated.
I can smile a little because of it now, and because i’m strong.
But a part of me (the part that dreams at night) just frowns and wishes it had been everyone else who had been strong in the end.
All I really ever wanted was you.