i said i loved her as i drifted down and life was never whole again. i stay opinionated as i let them go i am still someone in the end. my life's a life of dreams and mountaintops and i am stable once again. i've learned to live where nothing changes i've learned there's dying in the end. i risk my life driving this city town and i make it home again. back and forth from my country home you never moved here in the end. life's been life as long i've lived it i can change my mind again. right and wrong were once so arbitrary and she still left me in the end.