this is not awesome. it is not alarming, astonishing, awe-inspiring, awful, beautiful, breathtaking, daunting, dreadful, exalted, far out, fearful, fearsome, formidable, frantic, frightening, grand, hairy, horrible, horrifying, imposing, impressive, intimidating, magnificent, majestic, mind-blowing, moving, nervous, overwhelming, shocking, striking, stunning, stupefying, terrible, terrifying, wonderful, wondrous, or even zero cool whatever the heck that means. not in and of itself. its ugly. an ugly piece of TRASH that is going to LIE on the EDGES of your mind, NAGGING, NAGGING, and you wont be able to do a freaking thing about it. Like a mercury, it will slowly spill its nutrients into your blood stram in such DISPROPORTINATE and IRREGULAR ammounts that your very capillaries will oscillate incoherantly before snapping shut. YOU WILL DIE. what this journal is, very simply, is something that the human eye will never see. something the human mind will never grasp, and something you, in your infinite inferiority, will be so freaking calm about that it will BOGGLE YOUR MIND. this journal freaking REPRESENTS something.