i havent posted much recently, and thats too bad because a lot has been going on. good stuff, mostly. i just havent had much time to write. and thats the bad side. i havent had much time to reflect. to be honest, for the first time ever autumn didnt really take me by suprise, and now its over. ive been getting too caught up in whats going on to realize whats been going on. ill try to post more. my heart is all over the place, and so are my words. i have everything to say and december has already begun.