asklepiades (asklepiades) wrote,

Give me love, not solitude.

Give me something, not nothing.

It doesn’t have to be this hard, it can be easy.

But it isn’t easy. It’s hard, hard, HARD.

I could do it on my own, but that is never what i wanted.

Why will no one ever come with me. Why am i always on my own.

The more i begged not to be invisible the more i vanished from the day, shrinking and silencing until i was the one with the keys but also the one in the cage. And i screamed and i screamed and you shook your head and hated me.

And hated i was no longer me,
And no longer me i was no longer,

And there was a certain silence in death that i miss.

I miss the silence when all i hear is your silence.
And all i hear is a ringing in my ears, my screaming, telling me i’ll never be human again.

The call it anger and i call it guilt and all i feel is sad because every day of my life is just starting over from square one.

I am so tired of them hating what i stand for and so tired of no one changing.

It doesn't have to be this hard, it can be easy.

But it isn’t easy.

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